In school I always preferred "open book tests." I used to freeze (be frozen with FEAR) at exam time! I was terrified that I'd fail! All semester I'd faithfully study (night-and-day)--going over-and-over the lesson material. I hit-the-books hard! But I didn't operate on FULL POWER because I was operating out of FEAR rather than FAITH!
Many years later, I took a demanding 3-week course (in order to qualify to be a teacher for home schooling. I needed to pass this course in order to be permitted to home school my son).
The course consisted of 10 tests. You could go at your own pace; BUT--if you failed any one, you'd have to start all over again (from the very beginning). For example: If you failed Test #9, you'd have to go back to Test #1 and start all over! I was terrified!!! So what did I do? I PRAYED...I cried out to God! And guess what happened? He performed a MIRACLE...I kid-you-not!
By the time I got to Test #10, I was exhausted...I was "brain-dead!" (This was only the 3rd day of the 3-week course. Somehow I was miraculously way ahead of schedule.) With a shaky hand, I turned in my paper...and waited for the results. I PASSED!
I passed even a bigger test that day: I died to my old FEAR-of-failure! My love for my son overrode my fear of failure. And, more importantly, God's love for me had LIFTED me over the "Fence of Fear."
I John 4:18 has since become one of my life verses: "There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love." [God's love is perfect--ours had to be perfected!]
Final note: I urge you to open the Bible and study His Word. Someday you may have to take a test and remember what you'd learned from The Book! Are you ready? [See: II Timothy 2:15]
Friday, November 9, 2012
OPEN BOOK TESTS
Posted by Ruth at 4:04 AM
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